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Wednesday, September 26, 2007



i find it hard to say,
and you find it hard to care.


***


That's the thing about jealousy.
It chews at your soul.
And it doesn't stop until you let go.


***


I want to know exactly what makes you tick, I want to know your problems. I want to know what days you`re waking up on the wrong side of the bed, I want to know how many pillows you sleep with. I want to know why you sleep with a window open. I want to know if I`m ever needed, if I`m good enough to keep you warm at night time. I want to know if I even have a chance anymore. I want to know everything about you, whether it be fact or fiction. I want to know your past, your future, your inbetweens. Your favorite colors, your phobias, everything.




***




It was what my heart had been telling me all along.
I understood then that you're the answer i had been searching for.
You're the one my heart had needed to find.



***




i found myself looking at your picture again
for the fifth time just today
then i reread that message you sent me
way back when, and then i realized
that these things wont make you mine
and if you wanted to be mine
you would do it yourself.




***



This is what I know about the truth:
The farther you get away from it, or it gets away from you
the harder it is to tell.




***




She said I put up a wall between myself and the truth.
I told her that I thought building a wall like that sounded perfectly reasonable thing to do.




***





During the moments I'm really honest with myself.
I have to admit, I doubt it.
I doubt he ever thinks about me at all.



***





"I think it was the first time in my life I ever felt like I looked "good".
Do you know what I mean? That nice feeling when you look in the mirror,
and your hair's right for the first time in your life? I don't think we should base so
much on weight, muscles, and a good hair day, but when it happens, it's nice. It really is."




***




And there used to be so much to look foward to every day. Now I'm not sure of a reason to get out of my bed. I drink coffee as if it will save me. And I haven't cried in weeks even though I need to. It seems that ever since you left I just don't know how to live. Not without you.


Sunday, September 23, 2007




i talked to you today. i heard the tremble in your voice
cradle the fall. i know you'll never change so please just
hold on. i know it's hard for you. it's hard to understand
betrayal within. there is a fine line between betrayal and
your friends.



***



empty is the sky before the sun wakes up. empty is the
eyes of animals in cages. empty the faces of women in
mourning.. when everything has been taken from them.
me? don't ask me about empty.



***



I'm pretty good at pretending things never happened.
A window closed on the last few hours.
I'm tied to this bed but never in any way that I'd like.



***



I know I've got a bad reputation
and it isn't just talk talk talk
I know I couldn't give you anything that you haven't got
But suddenly I'm standing here
Seven years disappeared below my feet
I'm breaking down
Do you want me now?



***



Three times alone this week, I was supposed to be a rock star.
I only beat you when I'm drunk,and you're only pretty when you're crying.
We are supposed to be the ones to set the air afire.
Three times alone this week I was made into a liar.



***




She said it was to fucking die for and she realised she was dead the next day.
It's another case of being careful what you wish for.
The best kisses always have anger behind them.
It's not really love unless it leaves a bruise.







Thursday, September 20, 2007




and each morning she wakes with a dream to describe.
something lovely that bloomed in her beautiful mind.
i say "i'll trade you one for two nightmares of mine, i
have somewhere i die, i have somewhere we all die."



and i've got a twenty dollar bill that says you're
up late night starting fist fights vs. fences in
your backyard. wearing a black eye like a badge
of honor, soaking in sympathy from friends who
never loved you nearly half as much as me.




sleep with your head against the sky tonight.
i can't count how many times you've made
me cry. i marvel at the way your hair glows
in the light.




this is me with the words on the tip of my tongue, and
my eye through the scope down the barrel of a gun.
remind me not to ever act this way again. this is you
trying hard to make sure that you're seen with a girl
on your arm and your heart on your sleeve, remind
me not to ever think of you again.




so don't apologize. i hope you choke and die. search
your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
they say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life
has gone to hell








Sunday, September 16, 2007


I could stand up, and sing you a song
But I don't want to have to go that far and I,
Know all the steps, up to your door,
But I don't want to go there anymore.



And I don't know...
This could break my heart or save me.
Nothings real, until you let go completely.
So here I go, with all my thoughts I've been saving.
So here I go, with all my fears weighing on me...



But I do love you.



Cellphone says low battery,
god what if I break down?
I'm just looking for an exit with a lot of lights,
a safe little interstate town..


I know its hard on a rainy day.
You wanna shut the world out and just be alone.
But don't run out on your faith.
Because sometimes the mountain you've been climbing,  Is just a grain of sand.
And what you've been out there searching for forever, Is in your hands.
And when you figure out that love is all that matters after all,
It sure makes everything else seem so small.







Tuesday, September 11, 2007



It wasnt me who jaded you.







I wished for things I don't need,
what I chase won't set me free.



I don't know if your wings are real
But I've never seen you without them
And I follow you everywhere



I heard that you were living well, but you don't look like you're living to me.
Though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone can see.
You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well that you could list your friends,
but you can't count on them.







Tonight I'm staring at the moonlight
Tonight I'm wondering how this could've felt so right
And I could say it was a good time
But I can hardly say a thing
He's got you right where he wants you
And will you still be feeling alright
In the morning with the sun creeping through the blinds?
And will you say it was a good time? And you will you tell him anything?
Oh yes he's got you right where he wants you.




The days go by, but you don't change.







"And then," he whispered, "as you were sleeping, you said my name. You spoke so clearly, at first I thought you'd woke. But you rolled over restlessly and mumbled my name once more, and sighed. The feeling that coursed through me then was unnerving, staggering. And I knew I couldn't ignore you any longer."



When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. And don't resent me and when you're feeling empty, keep me in your memory; leave out all the rest.







And maybe, there are really days that offer answers.
Maybe, in the midst of searching for
What we want to find, we discover something else.




Hey unfaithful, I will teach you to be stronger, to be stronger. Hey ungrateful, I will teach you to forgive one another. Hey unloving, I will love you.






Maybe I would disappear without you.



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